Proud Muslim , I believe that Allah is the only God for all people and he is the only one capable of everything and he is able to give you true happiness but only you should to learn how to worship as commanded.
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In the end you must judge at Islam by your experience not by others.
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كلما وجدت نفسك صامتاً فأذكر الله
اللهم اني استغفرك للمسلمين والمسلمات والمؤمنين والمؤمنات الاحياء منهم والاموات.